what happened to working it out ?

2 days mc~

blogger still dont allow me to upload my pictures!
have i been bad?

daddy just came into my room to tell me 'goodnight'

RAWR !
I DONT LIKE BLOGGER LARH
CANNOT UPLOAD ANYTHINGGGGGG
D:

mom brought back yummy treats!









there's a lot more of others.
like,6 in a box.
wait till i take a better pic of them!
:x

you just had to do it don't you?

i cant hold it back any longer.
ibdotwh.
it hurts both ways.

one week back;
supervisor : where is the un-jam-able pris?
me :you are going to get her back soon.

he got the old me back tonight.

study.work.study.work.study.work.
my aim?
dmo.

i have to work until closing tomorrow laaaaaaah
D:
idontwanttoseeheragain
idontwanttoseeheragain
okay,
dont eat(:


"Maybe we're trying, trying too hard.Maybe we're torn apart.Maybe the timing,is beating our hearts.We're empty." - Empty;The Click Five.

not we.it's just me that is torn apart.

omgomgomgomgomgomg.
im freaked out.

went down to buy dinner at the 24hour prata shop.
female stranger came up to me.
stranger : can you buy me a drink? im very thirsty.
me: huh? erh.. okay......
stranger: 3 cans can?
me: huh?! im sorry no.
stranger : * comes closer * 3 can?
me : no.
a bunch of indian people eating there : 小姐小姐！
me : * turns around *
them : * whispers* dont buy for her ! she'll take advantage!
me: *whispers back * omg, how do i tell her now ?
them : we dont know .
me : *thinking : then whats the point of telling me?! i realised mah! im in deep shit *

okay, then my prata finally came.
i paid . for the drink also.
the worker there just shoved one can into her hand and call her to go away.

while i was waiting for my change,
but she freaking came sooooo close to me.


stranger : 3 cans can?
me : no.
THEN SHE TOUCHED ME!
me: * steps back *
stranger : im very hungry , can buy me food?
me: im sorry ,no.
another indian worker pulls her away from me.

then my change finally came .
as i walking off,
she followed me!

me :im sorry, you got to stop following me! * sprints off *


okay, story ends here.
i obviously reached home already.
im still freakin freaked out.
how come hg green got this kind of thing de?!
what the hell was i thinking , buying her that drink?
im not going to get dinner alone so late again.
but if im hungry? ):
after work how?
AHH


big girls don't cry.
and i wont.
i'll try.
grace is so right on the post on 16 july about the 15 july that we went out.
big girls don't cry...

i went out to play on 22nd!




1st time me and eunice see car park so empty!
esp ikea's :D










finally me and eunice agreed on something,
which is these two cloths :D

blogger wont allow me to upload pictures lah ! ):

this shit happens every time.
f.
why does your blood runs in mine?
next life gotta be better.
i secretly swore,
if i ever lose myself,
i'll make sure i'll break your bone.
i'll make that day hell for you.
this is how much i hate you when you do this to me

are you that dense,dear?
:x

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i miss my freaking cell phone lah.

i went back to work today after a very looooooooooong time.
aiya, past midnight le. ><
18 July . not 19 ah!
today is the worst sat night ever.
is it because i've not gone back to work for a long time?

time for me to complain! :

i was wearing new shoes because my old one spoiled.
and so, needless to say, hurt like f.

because of new management, everything in my bar changed places.
and so, i have no idea where my different glasses are,
where my fruits are, my toppings, beer mugs and other stuff.

i broke a rock glass and got a cut.
one carton of canned drinks dropped on to my feet.

then , the orders came like, WOAH! ,
every five minutes,
i will get 5 pieces of paper printed at a time from the machine.
and one piece , got like, freaking lot of orders lah.
example : 2 melon shakes, 1 mango juice , 1 coke, 1 strawberry milkshake , 1 fruit parfait , 1 oreo parfait , 1 peach sundae , 1 montblac stick cake ,1 shiratama azuki pudding.
and it's not only like, 1 of these kind of orders at one time.
all came at one shot.
freak man.

then the ice cream machine got no more mix in it.
had to pour in more and wait.
i can wait.
but the customers cant!
D:
and so, im jammed and customers keep complaining about their drinks and stuff.
& the machine keep printing orders like i-dont-know-what and i got no space to put them.
then alamk , towards the end. fucking machine died on me.
vallina ice cream was super melted too.
dont know whats wrong with the freezer.

everything ran out.
sugar syrup, mango syrup, mango , banana and blah blah
and so it equals to : even more jammed.

and, now i have to wipe cutleries and all the glasses.
ZZZ

all my french manicure gone lah
waste my money.
RAWR

1.36am.
im super hungry and daddy doesnt want to answer my phone call.

aiya, still got a lot of shit but im going to find food.
i dont care.
worst to worst, cook maggie :D
actually, i suspect dont have maggie anymore.
:x

one more thing ,
it feels darn good to be sitting down right now
><



happy birthday

YES, YOU AGAIN!
i just want to get your attention(:
okay, you need to send me a text with your name .
because i lost all my contacts.
but if you dont care.
i wont either (:

fuck singtel customer service.
&
FUCK YOU BITCH.

freak lah.
samsung pixon is driving me crazy.
sibei not user-friendly !
fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff

HEY YOU!

okay, i just want to get your attention.
i lost my cell phone,
so the only way to contact me is by leaving a tag or leave me an offline message on msn.
tag me here if u want my msn or just leave ur e-mail while u tag.


omg.
anyone so kind to get me a new phone?
:x

lets nurse this wound all over again , shall we?

I'm into your major.

Beep Beep Oh Look Now There Goes My Phone
And Once Again I'm Just Hoping it's A Text From You

It Aint Right I Read Your Messages Twice Thrice
Four Times A Night it's True
Everyday I Patiently Wait
Feeling Like A Fool But I Do Anyway
Nothing Can Feel As Sweet And As Real
As Knowing I Wasn't Waiting In Vain

And Maybe it's True I'm Caught Up On You
Maybe There's A Chance That Your Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe I'm Wrong, it's All In My Head
Maybe We're Afraid of Words We Both Haven't Said

I'm Always Connected Online
Hooked on Facebook All The Time
Hoping You've Checked My Profile
Just Can't Wondering Why You Play It Cool
But I'm Hopelessly Fallen For You

Every Night On The Phone and I
Flirt With You And I Know That You Like It Girl
All Jokin Aside What You Say You And I
Come Out And Say What We're Trying To Hide

And Maybe it's True I'm Caught Up On You
Maybe There's A Chance That Your Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe I'm Wrong, it's All In My Head
Maybe We're Afraid of Words We Both Haven't Said

Like I really Want You
I Think I Need You
Baby I Miss You
I'm Thinking Of You

And Maybe it's True I'm Caught Up On You
Maybe There's A Chance That Your Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe I'm Wrong, it's All In My Head
Maybe We're Afraid of Words We Both Haven't Said

Maybe it's True
I'm Caught Up On You (Like I really Want You)
Maybe I'm Wrong
Baby I Miss You

' superman ' noob!
haha, died in hangman eh ?

soooorbet~

is it that both of us just dont want to admit it ?

find me mine.
it's not easy i know.

jerome's house got a lot of robots!

smile index = 0

very busy,
very tired,
and very dead.