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Monday, August 25, 2008,10:53 PM  HEY!
nannylove! this post is for you D:
are u touched?
going to cry?
or already fell off the chair?
:x
oh, now u know why im laughing to myself
:D
dont worry, its not funny funny stuff.
NOR STUNTS.
cuz this isnt
just, thanks for everthing(: , nannylove<3
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Friday, August 22, 2008,8:14 PM i really thought today was the day. then, i realised, today's worst.
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Thursday, August 21, 2008,11:13 PM how ironic,
just when my mom approved,
we broke up.
how ironic
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Tuesday, August 19, 2008,4:44 PM i thought im done crying.
i really thought so.
but as i type out this post,
i knew im not quite done yet.
i hate waking up each day,
thinking im quite over him,
then always finding out new stuff about our breakup later in the day.
im really tired of it.
i hope today will be the last reason im hearing about the breakup.
today, i finally know the reason that got u thinking about our breakup.
no wonder u are so firm about it.
once again,
im lost.
back to square one.
as im taking my o'levels english oral today,
i just found it so difficult to concentrate.
my mind keeps drifting back to you.
conversation part was worst,
all i wanted to talk about is you.
every time im so confirm about starting all over again,
my world comes crumbling down whenever i hear facts.
facts that contribute.
this is more than i can take,
but i just have to accept it.
friends keep telling me
" since u are hurting so much, why dont u just take the first step? "
all i could reply was
" its okay, its over. everything after o levels then say."
but, knowing you through our relationship and through other people,
the chances are as little as 0.0001?
u sure se bu de?
i want to believe it so much,so so much.
but it aint easy.
i hate u both,bitches.
if only u knew how much i love you,
then maybe, u wont let me fall so badly.
no people,im not on a diet. to walk down that dark path to home, alone, tonight, it sucks.
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Sunday, August 17, 2008,10:14 PM dont know what to post. but i know what to do already i think..
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Saturday, August 16, 2008,11:10 PM why didnt the car just slam right into me today ?!
why?!
how the hell am i gonna study when im like this?!
how long more is this gonna hurt?
how long more will it take for me to snap out of it?
my friend told me : If u really love him, you'll wait.
If after o's,u guys still dont get back,
then, its wrong guy,wrong timing,
you were just super unlucky and blind
and just move right on.
If he loves you that much, he'll never let you go.
If he doesnt want to work it out with you,
then maybe pris, you've got conned.
we should have never started in the first place.
its cuts me like a knife when u walked out of my life.
how dumb can i get?
do u really mean what u said all this time?
after all this time together, i still couldn't understand you
how stupid was i not to see that point right from the start?
to know that you are so difficult to understand,
why did i even try so hard in the first place?
i guess its simply cuz, i love you.
you were everything i wanted.
yet, u dont even have a single clue.
why did u only decided to chase me during sec 4 ?
would anyone answer me ?
do i wait or not?why am i posting this?
u dont even care.
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Friday, August 15, 2008,8:06 PM mom just told me,if i continue like this,
she guarantee I'll end up no where else but the hospital.(: how true. sorry for making you worry.i just cant help it.
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3:29 PM blog's gonna be dead. can just delete my link. think i'll hardly update. cuzijustlostmyeverything.
ithurtslikenothingi'veeverexperienced.
imfrigginftired.butthepainjustwontstop
wouldanyonetellme:why?!
how do i live without you by: leeann rimes How do I get through one night without you If I had to live without you What kind of life would that be Oh I, I need you in my arms Need you to hold You're my world, my heart, my soul If you ever leave Baby you would take away everything good in my life And tell me now How do I live without you I want to know How do I breathe without you If you ever go How do I ever, ever survive How do I How do I Oh, how do I live Without you, there'd be no sun in my sky There would be no love in my life There'd be no world left for me And I, oh Baby, I don't know what I would do I'd be lost if I lost you If you ever leave Baby you would take away everything real in my life And tell me now How do I live without you I want to know How do I breathe without you If you ever go How do I ever, ever survive How do I How do I Oh, how do I live Please tell me baby How do I go on If you ever leave Baby you would take away everything Need you with me Baby don't you know that you're everything good in my life And tell me now How do I live without you I want to know How do I breathe without you If you ever go How do I ever, ever survive How do I How do I Oh, how do I live how do I live without you how do I live without you baby how do I live.
youalreadydidleave.
lookslikewedidntcrossthe5thmonthtoo.
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Tuesday, August 12, 2008,10:36 PM WEEEEEEEEEEE~ B3 for chinese! :DD im sorry, i just cant stop smiling. some of my "friends" were like, 'huh !? this kind of ang moh girl also can get b3 ?! ' i can okaey! and i already did. so there,idiots. tmr's 5th month! :DD me double happy today(:
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Thursday, August 7, 2008,10:38 PM no,not again.
ihateit.
whyamilikethis,
whynotlikethatinstead?
fuck
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Wednesday, August 6, 2008,12:37 AM im shocked,
but it's gone.
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Monday, August 4, 2008,8:58 PM Social Studies paper SUCKED. so does dinner tonight. D: art is keeping me so busy. lucky, ideas come easy now. as in, easier than last time. now then i know, there's something more noisy than heavy metal music. SEC ONES IN A ART ROOM. gossip-ed with both mrs lam and manning this afternoon. GUESS WHAT ? she offered us marks and spencer cookies. and im not talkin bout one cookie for one flavour. u can almost talk as many as u like. and she brought out her " just bought's, NOT opened yet " cookies. LOL.if i knew she's gonna be so nice today, i wouldn't have gone to ajisen's D: :x & yeah,gossip-ed. bout principle and vice principle. no, u are not seeing things/words :D i always thought what we students say bout p & vp is bad enough. until mrs lam and manning started talking bout them too. u really should have heard what they said. and their expressions so freakin funny can! Shant write any of them here. if u want to know, can go ask from me, pris, ingah or nadelyn. :D i think all of us couldn't stop laughing there. mosquitoes has been suckin my blood. i never knew they love me so much. i thought they gotten over me. D: RAHH ! stupid blood sucking monster. i swear i'm going to kill you when i see you. or blow u off with my fan ! freeze you with my air con ! zzz. whatever.just die!, and leave me alone ): thanks.
i always wanted to say thanks.
for sending me home most off the time.
for making an effort to make me smile
& for everything you've dome for me.
sorry for making you wait for me today):
ily.
OHMYTIAN! SO CHEESY ><
Stickwitu
by: the pussycat dolls
I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
Throwing their love away
I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)
Nobody's going to love me better
I'm going to stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I'm going to stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I'm going to stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'm going to stick with you
I don't want to go another
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride
In our privated lives
Ain't nobody getting in between
I want you to know that you're the only one for me
And I say
Nobody's going to love me better
I'm going to stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I'm going to stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I'm going to stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'm going to stick with you
And now
Ain't nothing else I can need
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you
We'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you
Baby, you're with me
So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts
So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's why I say
Nobody's going to love me better
I'm going to stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I'm going to stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I'm going to stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'm going to stick with you
Nobody's going to love me better
I'm going to stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I'm going to stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I'm going to stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'm going to stick with you
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Friday, August 1, 2008,11:15 PM ALWAYS.
i'll never know how much something means to me
until, i've lost it.
when? when will i learn my lesson?
just like the air, i always take it for granted.
i wont know it's there.
but, i cant live without it.
just like the air, its a necessity.
Take A Look At Me Now.
By: Westlife; Mariah Carey
How can I just let you walk away,
Just let you leave without a trace,
When I'm standing taking every breath,
With you,
You're the only one who really knew me,
At all.
How can you just walk away from me,
When all I can do is watch you leave,
Cause we shared the laughter and the pain
And even shared the tears, You're the only one who really knew me at all. So take a look at me now, There's just an empty space, There's nothing left here to remind me, Just the memory of your face, So take a look at me now, There's just an empty space, If you're coming back to me it's against all odds, And that's what I've got to face. I wish I could just make you turn around, Turn around and see me cry, There's so much I need to say to you, So many reasons why, You're the only one who really knew me at all. So take a look at me now, There's just an empty space, There's nothing left here to remind me, Just the memory of your face, So take a look at me now, So there's just an empty space, But to wait for you is all I can do, When that's what I've got to face. Take a good look at me now, Cause I'll be standing here, And you coming back to me is against all odds, And that's the chance I've got to take. Take a look at me now.
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PRISCILLA,17 (okay,soon)
i think thats all you need to know (:
Because It's Just LikeDéjà Vu
Just because somebody doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
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